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- Mornings, mornings, mornings, and mornings. No, I’m not trying to sound like William Shakespeare but as each morning comes, all kinds of feelings and emotions come to me. Optimistically mornings are a start of a new day and everything planned to accomplish is to be accomplished and celebrated by the end of the day. Pessimistically, the exam date draws nearer, and Christmas is nearer. Studies have aready packed most of my time for The Exam, but Christmas is also coming. I have to prepare for my performance for Christmas and also study for my Exam! Tasks have to be carried out simultaneously. No? Man cannot multitask? I doubt that. This is where the term “mistresses” come in though. So what should I do? study and practice for my performance of course, but it certainly is just too hard for me! Its a burden. People tell me to go straight on. Yes, of course I believe in that statement. Life has its inattractive side and we have to pass it to get to the beautiful side. So I have to carry my burden and just walk under the storm? Whoa.. Its getting a bit scary! Every morning when I go to school I have a few things to think about: Exam, dscipline, and her. Its frustrating each time she comes into my topic. By now the problem is half solved and I’m just longing to search the truth. I like her, she knows I like her, but she doesn’t show that she knows it! That’s how frustrating it is! I just want to ask her 1 question which is to accept me or not. I will certainly move on if she doesn’t and will also move on in other areas if she does! But then my friends always advice me not to ask her at this moment. Maybe her decisions do not follow my expectations and I will feel very depressed and may not be abe to concentrate on my studies! Even if she does accept me, they are also worried that I may not be abe to take care of her at the beginning because I have to study for my exam. They say that the beginning is the most important stage for each of us to know each other better! Well, I actually do agree with their sayings. But if I keep on waiting until my exam is over, how I am I going to express my feelings and ask her? I won’t be in the school anymore! Where am I going to find time to ask her? Well, this is a very trivial matter to me for I have realised that boy-girl relationships at this stage is not that important. Weigh it with examinations. Weigh it with tertiary education. Weigh it with your profession. The balance will certainly be heavier on the other side! Besides, I’m chosen for the National Service so I’m definitely not going to waste tme thinking on such unimportant things. So, that’s for the night! Arrivederci!
September 12th, 2008 at 11:13 am
